First one, I'll do my best to keep this shit going.

Rehab is really a bitch, especially if it's a court ordered rehab, that is the incredible shit stain. There is something about pissing in a cup, when the tears of urine dress your hands in yellow cause you can't position your dick right to hit the mark, that is dehumanizing. I'm not one to say that rehab is worthless. I'm not one to ignore the junkies who have developed rather intriguing crews from sitting around talking about the woes of shooting up. But then again, that is some legitimate rehab. I go to rehab for marijuana use. I go to rehab cause some fat bitch, whose rolls encompassed the lower part of her pant suit, refused to discuss the details of what going to trial would entail. I saw vo trial, rather I signed a contract the day after my arrest forcing myself to attend a three month rehab program.
I've always considered rehab a place of discussion, a group one at that. A place where little Jimmy Crack Rock, and Johnny China White could talk it up a little, share a few purcashing tales. How many dicks did you suck for a fix? Or how many dollars did you swipe from a hard working buddy? These kinds of tragedies gotta get out on the table. These kinds of stories need to be stomped on by veterans circle. A circle. I would have smoked crack for a circle. In this bizarre situation they dubbed upon me as rehab, I in fact was sitting in a 6*6 office chipping away at mounds of paper work. It was a form of slavery, I guess somewhat of a punishment for a police discovery of a nic of ganja on a seventeen year old. We seem to live in a country and or world, that completey forgot to have fun. I'm not saying the only way to get horny and jive is to smoke a fat L. But...naw that's exactly what I'm saying. Until I don't have to do trivial work in order to make bullshit payments, and watch fat slobs with guns walk around with a liscense to tell people what is wrong and right, ignoring that that is an individuals responsibility to figure his own shit out in the first place, I'm gonna roll up, post up, and fuckin take a shit in front of all the yuppies.



Yeah, I'm tryin to do this daily so I can get back in the habit of writing. trust me, some of this obviously underdeveloped. This is nothing but a tool for my retardation.